Reflection on 2011 makes my heart grateful. Grateful for a year of discovery. Those moments when God breaks into the reality of life. At just the right time. And everything changes. Time seems to stand still. He is always near, but there are times when he uniquely shows up in the ordinary of life. No questioning. You know so.
It was in May that I was reading a book a dear friend gave to me during a visit to Europe. Not far into the book, God was in the words. Clarity to a situation in life. As clear as a sunshiny-blue-sky-day.
That same month I met someone for the first time, now a new friend from Switzerland. His love splashed from her in so many ways, giving refreshing hope and renewed strength.
In June I reflected with another new friend in Scotland. He was there in our conversation, reviving the soul.
In July he spoke of life through a bowl full of cherries. He reminded me of the sweetness of His Word in a jar of honey.
Through some timely networking in June, I meant another new friend who continues to have a huge impact on my life with her listening ear, a discerning heart, and wise counsel. The God of restoration joins us in every conversation.
No doubt these moments will make a difference in 2012. Moments that have made an impact. Something to learn. A place to grow. A new perspective.
These kind of moments are hardly neutral. They leave their mark. They shape us. They become a part of who we are.
There were moments, and even seasons, in 2011 that weren't so sweet or perfect. These, too, shape us.
The most difficult one was our loss of Margot on March 24. Life tragedies that don't make sense. Exceptions don't apply in life. We never know. Even in the shadow of death, He is there. I choose to find beauty in ashes.
Oh life! As 2012 begins my heart beats to the melodic rhythm of contentment. Peace in the now. Wonder of what's ahead, and trust in the God who holds my life in His hands.
2 comments:
Always reading Mom, always listening. Thanks for sharing of Margot, for opening yourself to our tragedy this year. There is beauty, even if only a glimpse. Lots of love and peace to you in 2012.
A wise person said to me once: The hard things in life are these who shape us the most. If we stay close to God he will make the best out of it. :) much love Stefanie
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